Ive always been one to rush into love
Believing its real when in fact its not
Not worrying of being hurt turning my heart to dust
Happy to settle just for a tiny sweet rush
After what seemed like years of searching for someone to trust
I mat someone who proved that not everything was pure lust
He made me feel like i mattered and i was on top of the world
6 months later he cheated and sent me into a downward spiral
Slowly i tried to believe id overcome my sorrow
Pretending my heart didn't shatter into a million pieces
Meeting new faces i pretended to be at one with my soul
Till i remembered crying all those tears, i slowly turned cold
Loved ones made me feel strong
Through them i finally moved on
Finding someone new was now bottom of the list
Falling in love thou remained a secret wish
That secret wish started coming true without me noticing
While out one night i slowly realized something strange and felt an ache
Started as usual with awkward glances and tennis matches of grins
Break point came and i surprised myself by making the first spoken line
A meet up the next day was officially a first date
Filled with nerves i tried effortlessly not to shake
More dates came, meaning the first was great
2 months later i realize it was butterflies i felt and not an ache
Truth be told here i go again. Fallen in love and blaming it on fate
Butterflies please tell me I'm not making another mistake
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